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update may 24 - 2008


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Alex – from my journal
alex.puppet@yahoo.com

This is written in the third-person on the order of my Owner. She chose the entries to share with you.. She will choose others for me to update on a regular basis if we receive positive feedback. Suggestions for my use are welcome.

Alex - part 1

Waiting

She was hanging in the basement and had been for some time. She wasn't sure for how long but it had to be hours. She was suspended by her wrists from a winch that was raised just high enough to allow her to put her toes on the points of two wooden pyramids fixed to the concrete floor. Her nipple rings were attached by string to a ring in the ceiling high and to the front of her so that they were stretched taut. Another string tied her clit ring tight to the floor down and to the front of her. She ached all over, was soaked in sweat and the large ribbed plug in her ass was hell. And so she waited in the dim light from the one small dirty window up high on one wall; waited for her Owner to return. In her mouth she clutched an envelope. In the instant before it was placed in her mouth, she had seen only that it was addressed to her and had come in the mail. She thought for the millionth time about the exact words her Owner had said to her. She had been on her hands and knees in her Owner's bathroom licking the floor, shower, Jacuzzi tub, sink, toilet, bidet and counter clean as she had every morning since she had ceased to be a human being and started her life as her Owner's property. Her Owner strode in and said simply "on your belly cunt" and when she was in position had placed her foot on her head and said "hands behind your back and hold this letter". "When I snap my fingers you will wriggle like the worm you are flat on your belly, tongue to the floor, down to the basement. Do not drop the letter or look at it. She had then snapped her finger and said "hurry along now; like the insect you are". After an uncomfortable journey through the large home that had been hers, she had arrived in the basement and was dragged to her feet by her hair, the letter placed in her mouth, and had been strung up. Before leaving her Owner had said "when I return, pig, you will spend a long time howling in pain like a wounded animal and then we will discuss the contents of that letter. Be afraid". And so she waited, for what and for how long she did not know.



Disobedient dog

She was squatting on her toes, knees wide apart, and was bent over by a cord tied taut from her tongue ring to her clit ring.. Three fingers of each hand were slipped through three rings in each labia and she held her cunt open as wide as she could stand knowing that her Owner would make things worse for her, far worse, if she released the pressure even a bit, even for a moment. She was covered in sweat and she felt her hot tears leak from her eyes onto her thighs and her warm spit drooling from her mouth onto her soaked slave-cunt. She moaned in misery from her too-full bladder, which felt close to bursting. She had been like this for hours, how many did she did not know. She was perched on her toes on top of two large tomato juice cans and between her legs was a small stack of yellow legal pads. The legal pads were thick and filled with writing in a very neat calligraphy with a unique appearance because it had been written with an actual feather quill. Each line was neatly written in beautiful scarlet ink dipped from an ink bottle that had been mixed with her Owner's juices (from that most sacred and beautiful jewel between her legs) and her own tears. Each line said the same thing: "Alexandria is an obedient little cunt and will do as she is told". She had written every line with her left hand (although she was right-handed) while her right-hand masturbated her sore clit and with her left hand tied taut to her nipple rings so she had to lean over and pull at her sore nipples with every stroke of the quill. Each line had to perfect or she was to be horribly punished by her Owner for insulting her with an offering that was not perfect. She was not allowed to cum until she had filled every line in a dozen pads and whenever she had a bit of free time she would beg to work on the pads. It had taken five weeks of misery but she had almost eight pads filled and now they were beneath her and she was straining with all of her might not to pee on them. The only sound in the room was the turning of the pages of her Owner's magazine, which she was reading while lounging comfortably in a wing chair before the fire that warmed one side of the toy-cunt's whip-marked body. She let out a moan before she realized it was coming and instantly bit her lip. Her Owner sighed and made a "tsk tsk" noise and said "I requested silence bitch. I'm tired of your animal noises. That will cost you. Your tits will be crushed in the vise and caned after my dinner". She began to sob quietly and tremble uncontrollably. And as she did her hot hot pee began to flow from her hole onto the pads. Her owner again made the "tsk tsk" sound again. "Such a disgusting pig you are, cunt. It may be that you turn out to be untrainable but I will persevere. It will get harder for you though, pig. After you lick up your mess and toss those soiled pads in the fire then we will place a catheter in your pee-hole to help you control yourself. Then you will call your parents and tell them that we cannot come to brunch tomorrow. Tell them that you were disobedient and need to be punished. They can call me if they want to know when they can see you"..



Worthless

She was on a conference call with a client when her Owner swept into the study wearing tennis clothes and sipping a bottle of water. She looked nervously at the clock and realized she had lost track of the time. Her call had run late and was she not waiting for her Owner as she had been instructed; naked on all fours, head to the floor, ass and cunt displayed to the door and holding her cunt wide open by the rings. She started to say that she had to go but her Owner shook her head "no" as she scribbled the words "speakerphone" and "strip" on a note pad and held it up. Her face flushed, the girl pressed the speakerphone button and continued her call as she removed her heels, skirt and blouse - all she wore - and stood looking at her Owner. Her Owner sat down behind the desk and pointed at her feet and the girl knelt before her. She pointed at her feet again and the girl removed her sneakers and sweaty socks. She licked the feet clean pausing only when she was forced to respond to the people on the phone and then her Owner pulled her head up harshly by the hair and said in a whisper "hump my foot, whore". The girl blushed crimson and began to rub her wet cunt like a dog on her Owner's smooth leg. She tried so hard not to moan but her breathing was very loud and ragged and it was only a few minutes before Perkins asked "Alex, are you ok?” Before she could even stammer out an answer, her Owner closed the line and said "crawl off and get me the cunt-whip, pet. You need to learn to keep track of time and to control that slutty hole of yours".



Whore

She was on her knees with her arms behind her in an arm binder. She was sucking the extra-large cock of an extra-large black man that she knew only as "Bull". She knew nothing about him other then that he was extremely cruel, had incredible staying power and could roughly fuck her three holes for endless hours. He did this eagerly whenever her Owner called and offered her to him. Bull had a tight hold on her hair with his right hand and she gagged as his cock slid past the back of her throat yet again. "Tongue out and lick my balls when I drive it home, slut, how many times I got to tell you" he said. He pressed a button is his left hand and her clit exploded in pain as electricity shot through the wires clipped to her clit ring. The ring gag held her mouth open and he kept fucking her throat as he looked up at the opening door. Her Owner strode through the door with a man. She saw only his feet out of the corner of her eye but knew who it was as soon as he said "Jesus, Alex". She tried to lift off the cock but another jolt to her clit convinced her otherwise. Bull looked at her brother and said "you'll have to wait your turn little bro. I paid $50 for this whore and I'm going to ream all three holes good and hard before I fill her belly with piss and choke her unconscious. Then you can have her".



Gardening

She was naked and all fours. Weighted bells dangled from her nipple and labia rings. A thin chain from her clit ring was attached to a ring set in a stone block. There was four feet of slack in the chain.. She had on a loathsome posture collar that was heavily boned. She hated it and her eyes had filled with tears when she had seen her Owner holding it. Her hands were cuffed behind her back and each one was clutching a single raw egg. The egg served no purpose other than to add to her misery. Her owner had simply said "drop an egg and you'll eat nothing but what you can scrounge from the trash all weekend - break one and you'll be bathing in the yard using the garden hose for 30 days". She was chewing with a distasteful look on her face. After a few minutes she spit the contents in a small bucket and knelt her head down and using her teeth pulled a dandelion from the ground, chewed it up and spit it too into the bucket. She repeated this process several times until she could not reach any more dandelions. Sighing heavily, she picked up the bucket in her teeth and moaning quietly dragged the stone block a few feet to another group of dandelions. She looked out at the large lawn covered in dandelions and bit her lip for a moment before leaning down and starting to chew another. Her owner appeared with a hose and tousled her hair while letting her drink from the trickling end of the hose. Her Owner looked so relaxed, so beautiful, so clean. She was wearing an open white gauze blouse over a white bikini top and a short white skirt. She was barefoot and perfect; and the dirty sweaty aching fuck-toy-animal-girl on her knees felt her heart pound and her bitch-cunt soak as she looked longingly at her flat stomach, long legs, perfect feet and the swell of her breasts. Her Goddess spoke: "such a good little weed-picker you are, pet. All of those years of prep school and the two degrees from Harvard that your Daddy paid for were so worth it, hmmmmm". Her Owner chuckled as she strode back into the shade by the pool overlooking the broad lawn. the girl's face burned crimson and in her shame she swallowed the dandelion she was chewing. Yuck!



Dinner

The girl was standing in the corner high on her toes with her legs spread wide so that each thigh was flat against a wall. She was facing out towards the table where her Owner was dining with her friend Tara. She had two fingers of her left hand in her asshole and two fingers of her right hand in her cunt. Both hands were moving slowly as she fucked herself. Her clit ring was attached to a cord that she held tightly in her teeth and was moving her head slowly to tease her clit. She was covered with a sheen of sweat and trying very hard not to cum or make a sound as she had been forbidden to do either. For the thousandth time she stole a look at the table and saw that they were lingering over their wine having not yet cleared the last course and come back with their coffee and the fruit tart that she had made earlier. Tara caught her eye and with a smirk looked at her Owner and said "Jen, looks like we're so interesting that its worth watching us instead of the floor; despite your instructions". Her Owner sipped at her wine and said "the little pain-slut loves to be punished in front of my guests so she gives me reasons". The girl felt her cunt clutch at her fingers and she gasped fighting not to cum. "Go ahead and squirt, bitch" said her Owner, "will just give me the excuse to crush you in front of Tara. It's what you want anyway, no?". And panting and moaning like the animal she was, the slut came noisily under their gaze.



2 minutes

The girl hadn't cum in a month. A month of being teased and tormented endlessly by her Owner who loved to snap her fingers, which was the order to masturbate, and watch her fight to obey. Her Owner also loved to point at objects, this morning it had been a hammer, and say "fuck yourself with that, whore". She burned. She burned so hot; especially during the hours she spent with her head buried between her Owner's legs as she shuddered in orgasm after orgasm. They were driving to her office, where the bitch-cunt would go in and pretend she was human and powerful and would do her job. The job that paid her so much so she could give it all to her Owner. Her Owner would not go in. She did not work. She was going to the spa for a massage and a pedicure and manicure and then off to lunch with some friends. They were about 2 minutes from her office when, without taking her eyes off of the road, her owner said casually: "you can have a nice orgasm if you do it before I pull up at the curb, cum-slut". The girl blushed crimson and froze for a second before licking two fingers and starting to work her clit. Her Owner laughed softly and said "such a needy little whore - fuck yourself as well, cunt". The girl licked two fingers on her other hand and gasped as she plunged them into her now soaking red-hot cunt. A few thrusts and she was bucking her hips moaning, sweat starting to break out on her breasts. Her eyes were squeezed shut when she heard her Owner laugh and say "uhm...Alex..not sure that's the picture you want to present to your staff as they file in for the day". Her eyes flew open. They were stopped at the curb. She looked at her Owner and, heart hammering in her chest, said "please, Goddess, could we drive around the block once so I can finish, please". Her Owner had a good laugh at that and said "off to work, bitch - you had your chance. I guess you didn't need it as bad as you thought or you would squirted faster".



Mirror

The girl stood in front of the mirror in her business suit and looked at herself in wonder. She looked so normal; like the typical wealthy powerful business woman. She flushed as she slowly removed her clothing and saw what she really was revealed. A slave, a cunt, an animal, a whore, a slut, a toilet, a toy-cunt, a pet, a bitch, a pig, an insect, trash, a pain-toy...... She looked at herself naked in the mirror. The rings in her nipples, labia and clit. The marks from the whip covering her. The tatoos. Her cunt went wet and she inserted her tongue ring and dropped to her knees and crawled down the hall to wait by the door for her Owner.

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